Saturday, August 14, 2010

Denial

I'm having some physical issues...decreased sensation on the entire left side of my body. I've had full bloodwork but haven't heard back. On Monday, I have an MRI of my brain. Honestly, that kind of freaks me out. I think it's more having the MRI than actually thinking anything is wrong. I'm really hoping it's a pinched nerve. I finally told my mom tonight even though it's been going on for weeks. She is, understandably, concerned especially because of the family history auto-immune disease. Here's the bottom line...I just don't want there to be "nothing" wrong or "nothing" that can really be done. I want to feel better, move better, all that stuff. Fortunately, there's no change to my cognitive or manipulative abilities.

As usual, I feel better just typing it out :)

On a lighter note: I want to remember
Daddy tapping Noelle with a rubber stick
Noelle: Mommy, Daddy's hitting me, help me, stop him
I do stop him and she runs to my other side.
Noelle: Now HIT HIM!

Noelle: Get away from my poopy (she wants us to leave while she poops)

She also has an answer for everything, even when it doesn't make sense :)

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